A University Life GCUF

Reaching university life is the desire of every young boy and girl. It is like a magic that strikes us and makes us unaware of the truth.

Sitting casually on the floor in class corridors. Enjoy every season of the season with colleagues at the canteen.

Impressing the teacher with arguments, walking around proudly all day and being impressed by fellow peers, thinking of himself as the hero and heroine of the department. Sincerity, gossip and mischief and laughter echoing in the university door. Everyone will one day become a dream and be buried in the desert of memories and after passing out you will see the last time you cross the gate of the university and look back and see yourself and the rest of your friends laughing, smiling and walking around. Will come then there will be sobs and you will return home with a heavy heart.

The next day will be very different. Then there will be a struggle for your identity, the search for a job career, then your face will also change which was the university man will not remain the same.

The reality of practical life will take away the innocent redness of the face and the thoughts of home bar will camp on the face. There will be struggle, there will be effort.

University games will be forgotten. There will be seriousness on your face. After a while, when you come to the university, you will look around anxiously and try to find yourself like a madman. You will make loud noises but they will not return. Then you will turn to the canteen so that you may find something there but fail. You and your companions will not be there but you will see your own character in the people sitting there You will feel yourself in them.

Then your favorite professor will look at you and tell you how much you have changed. You will see the dusty marks of life's bitterness on your face and say, man, you have matured .... time will change your thinking up to your face. If you remember and cry, you will never cry or laugh.

Nazneen will also be a gift of time like you, with whom the university seemed like paradise, time will change it too. She will find an excuse to live a life fighting memories like you. When it rains, the memory of the university campus and its laughter will take your life.

When the fog reigns in the winter, you will see a smile on the beautiful U-turns of the university wrapped in that warm shawl. Whenever you start eating good samosas, you will suddenly hear a snarling sound on the canteen for snatching and sauce. You will stop eating and cry but time will push the thought again and you will move on.

Listen, this is not your story. How many stories are buried and sobbing in the courtyard of the university. Some incomplete, some complete. Then you will deviate from the path that leads to the university. You will think how much you have to endure the torment of memories again and again.

A story of the Day which is special ( Part - II )

The very Next Day , part of that story  

As soon as he opened his eyes in the morning, he quickly washed his face with water and sat back down to read a book. And then with the same continuity I finished the book in five or six days ... After the book was finished, it felt as if a glimpse of the world of philosophy had appeared for the first time, because the concepts contained in the book had shattered the preconceived notion of philosophy. After finishing the book, he started reading the book from the beginning. For the second time, it seemed as if the book, though dim, had shown itself ready to open. In short, the book was read continuously for five to six months, and each time it was read, the pleasure would be doubled and new doors would begin to open on philosophy.

One day, when I searched for the author's name on Facebook, I was surprised to find that the author is already on my friendlist and despite looking through many of his posts and comments, I could not recognize him. That this is the same person in the shadow of whose authorship my morning and evening and evenings fall in the morning.

After some time, I reached back to the same buxtal and asked the buxtal owner to give me all the books of Mr. Imran Shahid Bhandar in his buxtal. In other words, this time, contrary to his old habit, before buying, he was inclined to take books without turning the pages of a book, which may have been noticed by the owner of the bookstall as he knew me well in this regard. ... This time I found three more books by the author which I picked up and immediately reached home and sat down to read them and in a short time I also read these books many times.

As I mentioned above, after reading these books of the author, the preconceived notion of philosophy and philosophical concepts in his mind completely vanished and when he started looking at philosophy and philosophical concepts from a new angle. So it felt like the time had come to fix the distance of years in months ... 

A clear direction was found and running in that direction and direction was a little easier than before ... And especially the eminent philosophers like Emmanuel Kant, Hegel, Karl Marx, Engels, Lenin, Leuthard, Fuchs, Lucas, Hebermas, and Derrida have had access to them, albeit in a slightly smoother and easier way. ... Because we had spent a lot of time before that, trying to get some access to the basic concepts of these philosophers, but without any clear direction, we would turn around and go back to where we started. Used to be And after reading these important books of the author and understanding them according to our ability, we began to feel clearly that we are now moving forward and that too in a right and clear direction.

However, after that we got ample opportunities to establish strong rituals like friendship with the author which made it easier for us to understand philosophy.

Sometimes I think that on that day the devil had blown in my ear for the first and last time at the right time who persuaded me to pick up the book and take it home ... Otherwise, it is possible that I would still be able to find all the philosophical ideas standing on my head as before, and I would consider them to be standing on my feet in the same condition, and would insist on others to understand and meditate on these basic ideas in the same way.